Welcome to the madness Fell to sin and sadness Put me on the bad list Welcome to the madness Been to hell and back Anybody know my address? Welcome to the madness Putting pen to pad like I stab it in a mattress Better than the masters, never got my bachelor’s Welcome to the madness I had to spit Imagine this Been having my feet dragon Damn I keep slackin on this rappin shit But it’s immaculate Maybe I should be bragging Nothing said would be inaccurate But I would rather this Hope that I breath gagging Keep nagging the antagonist that you’ve established But fuck what you’ve seen happen Tell me how the life after is This is madness Welcome to the madness Fell to sin and sadness Put me on the bad list Welcome to the madness Been to hell and back Anybody know my address? Welcome to the madness Putting pen to pad like I stab it in a mattress Better than the masters and never got my bachelor’s You’re visiting the madness I’m trapped in Can you just imagine this?

Been homesick Grown bitter with this reality quick My soul is here to stay But my personality split Trust me you don’t know that child Ain’t seen just how wild he can get Faking when you see me smile Now fuck the formality shit Take me as I really Am- I’m demanding that you feel me Damnit we’re gonna reach some understanding if it kills me My Achilles Heal Is what I’ve known to be as fiction And pretending it’s real is just the loneliest addiction I’ve been wishing that I can discontinue my prescription Itching to ditch it; I fidget picturing me switching But how I’m living’s given conviction for me to spit so listen to my mission- I got the vision and I’m original ... I‘ma give it away Written everything I’ve hidden Here’s what I didn’t display Sitting thinking bout how crazy it is to live in decay And ain’t even kidding to say It feels like I’m living today Take me as I really... See I always had rhythm And I really ain’t new to the blues Stressed unless I’m getting soothed as I’m music induced Nonetheless I’m feeling bless I’ve been introduced to the booth So I’ll play the press to be the best Or just prove you can lose Cause you never spent a second to move in my shoes So tell me how you disrespecting the views that I choose Guess I’m just new and improved Better Get used to the truth Groove to the tunes that I’ve chewed Truly my fuel isn’t food Usually I’m moody and rude Booted and glued to the tube Get convoluted- construed Muted- too stupid- confused Cool as I try to be though High as a side of me so Low that my body be stoned Cold suicidally flow Slow and I finally don’t know If I wanna be dope That’s the dichotomy between what I see probably won’t Happen, been rapping so real No one’s as hot as me bro But God do I got any hope? You ain’t gotta lie to me, yo Take me as I really ‘Cause that’s all I can be right now // Sin staining my windows with pains Glass-half-empty memento remains The voices in my head said they ain’t friends with your brains The faces forget And I don’t remember their names But they’re saying 'Make money money, make Money money make ' But they're fake funny funny fake Funny sonny, fake Tummy ache, and they wanna take from me, I’m awake Just been patiently staying hungry, Angels tell me wait At the gate, Satan’s chasing SUMiT And he’s coming straight For me, bloody, got a date with greatness And I’m running late I’ve been gracious, these fucking dummies thinking I’m a waste Now I hate everybody, hate Ain’t nobody safe

Venting smoke and what I meant, ain’t in the sentence spoken Spent the token making sense Of being bent and broken But my pen can open emotions And let this vengeance soak in I’ve been awoken to oceans you won’t attempt to float in Talent that I’m tapping into Just can’t be challenged on the track I’m lapping the fastest sprinter And at the center of my heart it’s darker than last December My past has been to where you enter and don’t last the winter Make cats surrender when I injure rats like master splinter They turtle-slow, I murder flows, you’d swear I’m half a ninja Or rap’s inventor Slap your mentor, let ‘me learn a lesson Discerning questions turned aggression to my word obsession Further progressing my flow homie Slowly, Rolling, holy moly Gets cold when I’m lonely Mixing poetry with some Stoli ‘Cause no one consoled me No one would love me No one to hold me No one to hug me There’s no one as ugly No one below me No one above me So no one can judge me I don’t solely control me Trust me the subject is touchy I won’t ask you to feel this Think the mass is appeal-less But when your cash disappears, you’ll swear that my raps is the realest Heal us, were damaged and rotten All my manners forgotten But I ain’t begging your pardon, darling You’re scamming and plotting You don’t fool me a second Get unruly and reckless You ain’t stupid, you knew this Soon as you threw me a record Don’t disrespect or mistake it I’m addressing the naked SUMiT- I’m coming from nothing Feels like I’m destined to make it Ain’t afraid I’ma blow it I’m insane and I know it But there’s no way you can claim that I ain’t that great of a poet Show it on every endeavor I’m as ready as ever Tell me, how many are better? Sever the heavy and clever Never threatened or nervous My reception is service Your rejection expected Met his direction and purpose SUMiT AllUP ...... Harsh weather Bred in a lost era But anything remembered can never be lost, ever It’s all set up as fiction in falsetto No one’s putting them together or spitting their bars better Kid don’t really give a shit ‘bout who’s rich and what costs cheddar Couldn’t get a tighter fit, I could knit a Lacoste sweater ..I set the bar ‘lo Never had it all, but I’m asking where’d it all go From the start I was rapping with a raw flow Ain’t following my thoughts, and they’re telling me to talk slow Guess only God know Why the Son allows the darkness and the stars show Ain’t stupid or superstitious I’m lucid and ludicrous as a lunatic losing lists of the humans that do exist up on Jupiter, doing dishes Still swoop in and scoop your misses like Cupid just blew ‘em kisses Hooping and shooting swishes Use humor if you insist that it’s funny I’m underrated ‘Cause I become the greatest when money is unrelated Now a deal would never feel fair I don’t give a fuck, Cheers Here’s to being still here AllUP

Can I get on my grown shit? All I got is this moment All I got can be gone quick And it’s been slipping my mind Settled off the pedestal Never said I was special Nestled in my vessel Digested the disrespectful I’ve had to wrestle with sin on a different level Now I’m either blessed or I guess the devil’s forgetful Catch a net-full if I’m buggin’- I’m suddenly Open-eyed again I know you’re hoping not again Why would you even try to win? What the hell’s the weather? You never gon’ be as hot as him I’m vibin’ like I’m headed to Heaven to have a Heineken, Hey Feels like this is my day Feels like it’s a nice pain So don’t get in my way Hey Can you hear the whispers I pray? The world will wish that I’d stay But don’t get in my way When I get on my grown shit All I got is this moment All I got can be gone quick And it’s been slipping my mind Can I get on my own shit? All I got is this moment All I got can be gone quick And it’s been slipping my mind Given time but it isn’t mine Subject to insanity, victimless vigilante Still don’t understand me, I’ll keep it just in the family Give the kids some candy, to slip in your misses panties Hit the nanny in the kitchen I’m itching to get a Grammy It’s profanity evoking, I’m open for conversation But my flow’s a combination of cadence and mind-erasin’ Wasted, woke up out the basement, I couldn’t provide a statement Hit the paper with the pen, when I read it to my amazement, said Hey Feels like this is my day Feels like it’s a nice pain So don’t get in my way Hey Can you hear the whispers I pray? The world will wish that I’d stay But don’t get in my way Can I get on my grown shit? All I got is this moment All I got can be gone quick And it’s been slipping my mind Can I spit on my soul shit? All I got can be gone quick And all I got is this moment And it’s been slipping my mind Given time but it isn’t mine Given time but it isn’t mine Given time but it isn’t mine Given time, but it’s slipping my mind But I think I see the light And I think I see the light Now I think I see the light It’s just been slipping my mind

This is one the days in my life that I Gotta decide Which way to go And I finally made up my mind that I I won’t follow Ima pave the road Had to swallow this pain and this pride and I Ain’t tryina hear bout who I’m not and I gotta be I’ll be this way until the day that I die and I Ima find out who’s inside of me Unseen between the screams of teens Whose genes are fiends for machines with screens That beam their dreams in streams of schemes Til they forget what really matters With fictions that can pass as fact Depictions dashed with masks intact Disasters clash with what laughs distract And we forget what really matters But you gotta Be yourself .... This is one the days in my life that I Gotta decide Which way to go And I finally made up my mind that I I won’t follow Ima pave the road Had to swallow this pain and this pride and I Ain’t tryina hear bout who I’m not and I gotta be I’ll be this way until the day that I die and I Ima find out who’s inside of these Eyes that cry as kind lips lie My mind in wine The sky drips dry I find my life but time slips by And i forget what really matters Thinking strangers ain’t the same as me These brains is blank with vacancy They’ve been made Slaves to fame, it’s plain to see That we forget what really matters 'cause you gotta Be yourself Can't wait to meet me

She said meet me at my crib tonight... Then she hit me with some kryptonite ... Can barely stand it I be getting hit in waves The straight be slanted I can see you in a page On my Daily Planet I ain’t plan to feel this way You make me panic I won’t ever be the same I won’t ever be the same I won’t ever be the same Feeling weakness And it makes me want to think that I don’t really need this Where’d you get that kryptonite? That kryptonite... Hey baby where where’d you get that kryptonite ? Playing Lois Lane Like you never go home with strangers Yeah I know this game and you gon think you’re slick tonight But baby I’m a different type You just need to listen right I don’t want to need this in my life So baby where’d you get that Kryptonite?.. The Kryptonite I slipped And I fell victim to some Kryptonite Can barely stand it I be gettin hit in waves The straight be slanted I can see you in a page On my Daily Planet I ain’t plan to feel this way You make me panic I won’t ever be the same

I remember what my life like In pajamas and a nightlight Frantic in a fright When these phantoms wanna fight Like a cannibal I bite mic’s And you panic at the sight, right? Misunderstanding that I’m mental ‘Cause the friends that I ran to Was a pen and a pencil, shit I’d be damned if a man knew Who I am, what I’ve been through So don’t tell me what I can’t do Get frigid and I’m fidgeting As I’ve been envisioning a little Vin Stick thin in his brittle skin Having trouble fitting in The middle of a picture much bigger then But friends would consider him And the thumbs that he’s twiddling Getting numb from the Ritalin No one wonders what did him in but with a pen he’s scribbling Getting rid of all the shit he’ll never give again Dividends that it didn’t pay Is evidence that he’s been astray On the fence, feeling in the way In a trance, he’ll just sit and sway Did you know what he wouldn’t show? Now tell me, did you hear what he didn’t say? That he lives with pain, wish it didn’t stay Like a stain, and he’s praying for a different day Hey I remember what my life like In pajamas and a nightlight Frantic in a fright When these phantoms wanna fight Like a cannibal I bite mic’s And you panic at the sight, right? Misunderstanding that I’m mental ‘Cause the friends that I ran to Was a pen and a pencil, shit I’d be damned if a man knew Who I am, what I’ve been through So don’t tell me what I can’t do

I found my mourning mortifying More people important dying They say revenge is sweet And I’m teetering on the borderline Of ripping beats to pieces, indecent when I record a rhyme Til I learned from Jesus what peace is, and it was purifying See? ‘Cause I was looking for a warning sign I’d most def say I’m sorta blind I swore life had a poor design: ‘Just worry ‘bout the money, ignore that we can’t afford the time’ But this Lord of mine I’m glorifying Can calm the storm, make water- wine Born to shine He died to save Gotta say this guy was brave Said He’d raise, and in three days nobody’s found inside His grave God has gave His Son away to change the way that I behave But still He calls me friend when I try to tell Him I’m sin enslaved Hey How is He so gracious? Made this in seven days and it ain’t as week as my faith is Diving deep in His pages I’m daily seeking the Faceless Became apart of His body by sheer belief in His greatness So I’m waving this White Flag God I’m giving my life back... But don’t look at me now There’s shame in my face I think with my heart My brain is a waste And you’d be disgusted by just a touch of this anger I taste Suffocate to the song, while I strangle the bass Stuck in this jumbled jungle, I juggle, Entangled in snakes Swear I’m not of this world So strange to this place Sermon confirming has made a permanent Change in my pace But I’m still learning to heal Feel the pain get erased ‘Cause the angels I chase are moving, eluding my grasp And I’m tryin’a keep up But I’m losing them fast And these demons be screaming scenes that I’ve viewed in the past Knew their conclusion was true: That I’m only human at last Desperate need of a Savior Can’t believe my behavior But I know we can change it Time to see what I’m made of And this anguish I came with I can’t leave it for later So please feed me forgiveness Oh, how sweet is the flavor God I’m waving a White Flag ‘Cause I’m giving my life back I surrender Lord I’m forever Yours

Lil’ pep in my step and my pen a weapon Lil’ pep in my step and my pen a weapon now Lil’ pep in my step and my pen a weapon Check it out.. Say hi to this side of me Inside my lobotomy Rhyme out-of-bodily Finally these are outta me Right where I gotta be Mom are you proud of me? Prodigal prodigy Talkin ‘bout it melodically Whatchu call me? Save your sorry apologies I blot ‘em anonymous Jot like a columnist Not who you thought I was Looking well, but what I fell in was bottomless and mom was pissed I’m not on the honors list I’ll show you the art to this I got bars, shit, I can rhyme hippopotamus I’m the darkest and a star to astronomers There’s a fraud on your monitors A friend and an enemy Remember, the person you know is already dead to me ....... I sit back watch my enemies fade Pray for their envy and hate Try to be friendly and wave I say thanks for the memories made Pour out some Hennessy on my former identity’s grave My wordplay feels like ‘70’s suede Shades of a heavenly aide Somebody lemme get paid Had to be adamant Hey Dad I ain’t bad at this First time I’ve felt adequate I been lacking my catalyst Don’t ask what the matter is I’m in the confessional Cuz I gotta question you Just tell me yes or no Would you believe if I said the best ain’t professional Talking bout definition They think the point is a decimal Gimme a minute I’ll throw a fit, and put infinity in it Spit a city to the vicinity limit you cynic How do them numbers sound? On a track, I’ll never give you the runaround Maybe when I smarten up, I can dumb it down Cuz mental telepathy Has kept me in jeopardy I felt like a leper and they should section me separately Then I get on the record And I’m dead in a second Got the Lord as my Shepherd He put a pep in my step and my pen a weapon now

Thought I knew it all Thought I saw the truth Had been through it all Had a haunted youth Foundation shaken Under my mama’s roof Found faith in God But still wanted proof I was on the loose Refused a helping hand And a helpless boy Becomes a selfish man Had to understand That I can repel His plan Asked if anybody in Heaven Knew Who the Hell I am Please let me know And God help me grow To live happily Please let me go I spit rapidly So please let me flow Stop trapping me, we Travel with no maps on these Roads And I’m told There’s no control Home’s slowly gon’ take its toll On this hole In my soul And I won’t know Who I am Until I Come to my end But I don’t know Who I’ve been Till I vent Though my pen And then I can remember You can see me, hear me Feel me, ‘cause You’re near me I’m severely Wary of where You’re gonna spare me So I share these Theories I carry So sincerely ‘Cause I’m barely Breathing Grieving and proceeding Can You hear me screaming? I’m weeping for a reason I’ve been nearly needing Treatment for believing That it’s scary being Me if I ain’t leaving So I’m fleeing, straying Speeding, I ain’t staying I won’t keep delaying I’ll leap before I’m laying Won’t You keep it playing? You’ll see just what I’m saying I won’t keep the pain in I’m preaching what I’m praying Now After all the bad that I do Even all the shit I’ve been through I swear that I’ll forget what I knew For what’s true You