1. |
Madness
02:27
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Welcome to the madness
Fell to sin and sadness
Put me on the bad list
Welcome to the madness
Been to hell and back
Anybody know my address?
Welcome to the madness
Putting pen to pad like I stab it in a mattress
Better than the masters, never got my bachelor’s
Welcome to the madness I had to spit
Imagine this
Been having my feet dragon
Damn I keep slackin on this rappin shit
But it’s immaculate
Maybe I should be bragging
Nothing said would be inaccurate
But I would rather this
Hope that I breath gagging
Keep nagging the antagonist that you’ve established
But fuck what you’ve seen happen
Tell me how the life after is
This is madness
Welcome to the madness
Fell to sin and sadness
Put me on the bad list
Welcome to the madness
Been to hell and back
Anybody know my address?
Welcome to the madness
Putting pen to pad like I stab it in a mattress
Better than the masters and never got my bachelor’s
You’re visiting the madness I’m trapped in
Can you just imagine this?
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2. |
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Been homesick
Grown bitter with this reality quick
My soul is here to stay
But my personality split
Trust me you don’t know that child
Ain’t seen just how wild he can get
Faking when you see me smile
Now fuck the formality shit
Take me as I really
Am- I’m demanding that you feel me
Damnit we’re gonna reach some understanding if it kills me
My Achilles
Heal
Is what I’ve known to be as fiction
And pretending it’s real is just the loneliest addiction
I’ve been wishing that I can discontinue my prescription
Itching to ditch it; I fidget picturing me switching
But how I’m living’s given conviction for me to spit so listen to my mission- I got the vision and I’m original
... I‘ma give it away
Written everything I’ve hidden
Here’s what I didn’t display
Sitting thinking bout how crazy it is to live in decay
And ain’t even kidding to say
It feels like I’m living today
Take me as I really...
See I always had rhythm
And I really ain’t new to the blues
Stressed unless I’m getting soothed as I’m music induced
Nonetheless I’m feeling bless I’ve been introduced to the booth
So I’ll play the press to be the best
Or just prove you can lose
Cause you never spent a second to move in my shoes
So tell me how you disrespecting the views that I choose
Guess I’m just new and improved
Better
Get used to the truth
Groove to the tunes that I’ve chewed
Truly my fuel isn’t food
Usually I’m moody and rude
Booted and glued to the tube
Get convoluted- construed
Muted- too stupid- confused
Cool as I try to be though
High as a side of me so
Low
that my body be stoned
Cold
suicidally flow
Slow
and I finally don’t know
If I wanna be dope
That’s the dichotomy between what I see probably won’t
Happen, been rapping so real
No one’s as hot as me bro
But God do I got any hope?
You ain’t gotta lie to me, yo
Take me as I really
‘Cause that’s all I can be right now
//
Sin staining my windows with pains
Glass-half-empty memento remains
The voices in my head said they ain’t
friends with your brains
The faces forget
And I don’t remember their names
But they’re saying
'Make money money, make
Money money make '
But they're fake funny funny fake
Funny sonny, fake
Tummy ache, and they wanna take
from me, I’m awake
Just been patiently staying hungry,
Angels tell me wait
At the gate, Satan’s chasing SUMiT
And he’s coming straight
For me, bloody, got a date with greatness
And I’m running late
I’ve been gracious, these fucking dummies thinking I’m a waste
Now I hate everybody, hate
Ain’t nobody safe
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3. |
AllUP
02:55
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Venting smoke and
what I meant, ain’t in the sentence spoken
Spent the token making sense
Of being bent and broken
But my pen can open emotions
And let this vengeance soak in
I’ve been awoken to oceans you won’t attempt to float in
Talent that I’m tapping into
Just can’t be challenged on the track I’m lapping the fastest sprinter
And at the center of my heart it’s darker than last December
My past has been to where you enter and don’t last the winter
Make cats surrender when I injure rats like master splinter
They turtle-slow, I murder flows, you’d swear I’m half a ninja
Or rap’s inventor
Slap your mentor, let ‘me learn a lesson
Discerning questions turned aggression to my word obsession
Further progressing my flow homie
Slowly,
Rolling, holy moly
Gets cold when I’m lonely
Mixing poetry with some Stoli
‘Cause no one consoled me
No one would love me
No one to hold me
No one to hug me
There’s no one as ugly
No one below me
No one above me
So no one can judge me
I don’t solely control me
Trust me the subject is touchy
I won’t ask you to feel this
Think the mass is appeal-less
But when your cash disappears, you’ll swear that my raps is the realest
Heal us, were damaged and rotten
All my manners forgotten
But I ain’t begging your pardon, darling
You’re scamming and plotting
You don’t fool me a second
Get unruly and reckless
You ain’t stupid, you knew this
Soon as you threw me a record
Don’t disrespect or mistake it
I’m addressing the naked
SUMiT- I’m coming from nothing
Feels like I’m destined to make it
Ain’t afraid I’ma blow it
I’m insane and I know it
But there’s no way you can claim that I ain’t that great of a poet
Show it on every endeavor
I’m as ready as ever
Tell me, how many are better?
Sever the heavy and clever
Never threatened or nervous
My reception is service
Your rejection expected
Met his direction and purpose
SUMiT AllUP
......
Harsh weather
Bred in a lost era
But anything remembered can never be lost, ever
It’s all set up as fiction in falsetto
No one’s putting them together or spitting their bars better
Kid don’t really give a shit ‘bout who’s rich and what costs cheddar
Couldn’t get a tighter fit, I could knit a Lacoste sweater
..I set the bar ‘lo
Never had it all, but I’m asking where’d it all go
From the start I was rapping with a raw flow
Ain’t following my thoughts, and they’re telling me to talk slow
Guess only God know
Why the Son allows the darkness and the stars show
Ain’t stupid or superstitious
I’m lucid and ludicrous as a lunatic losing lists of the humans that do exist up on Jupiter, doing dishes
Still swoop in and scoop your misses like Cupid just blew ‘em kisses
Hooping and shooting swishes
Use humor if you insist that it’s funny I’m underrated
‘Cause I become the greatest when money is unrelated
Now a deal would never feel fair
I don’t give a fuck, Cheers
Here’s to being still here
AllUP
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4. |
Borrowed Time
03:22
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Can I get on my grown shit?
All I got is this moment
All I got can be gone quick
And it’s been slipping my mind
Settled off the pedestal
Never said I was special
Nestled in my vessel
Digested the disrespectful
I’ve had to wrestle with sin on a different level
Now I’m either blessed or I guess the devil’s forgetful
Catch a net-full if I’m buggin’- I’m suddenly
Open-eyed again
I know you’re hoping not again
Why would you even try to win?
What the hell’s the weather?
You never gon’ be as hot as him
I’m vibin’ like I’m headed to Heaven to have a Heineken, Hey
Feels like this is my day
Feels like it’s a nice pain
So don’t get in my way
Hey
Can you hear the whispers I pray?
The world will wish that I’d stay
But don’t get in my way
When I get on my grown shit
All I got is this moment
All I got can be gone quick
And it’s been slipping my mind
Can I get on my own shit?
All I got is this moment
All I got can be gone quick
And it’s been slipping my mind
Given time but it isn’t mine
Subject to insanity, victimless vigilante
Still don’t understand me, I’ll keep it just in the family
Give the kids some candy, to slip in your misses panties
Hit the nanny in the kitchen
I’m itching to get a Grammy
It’s profanity evoking, I’m open for conversation
But my flow’s a combination of cadence and mind-erasin’
Wasted, woke up out the basement, I couldn’t provide a statement
Hit the paper with the pen, when I read it to my amazement, said
Hey
Feels like this is my day
Feels like it’s a nice pain
So don’t get in my way
Hey
Can you hear the whispers I pray?
The world will wish that I’d stay
But don’t get in my way
Can I get on my grown shit?
All I got is this moment
All I got can be gone quick
And it’s been slipping my mind
Can I spit on my soul shit?
All I got can be gone quick
And all I got is this moment
And it’s been slipping my mind
Given time but it isn’t mine
Given time but it isn’t mine
Given time but it isn’t mine
Given time, but it’s slipping my mind
But I think I see the light
And I think I see the light
Now I think I see the light
It’s just been slipping my mind
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5. |
Be Yourself
04:06
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This is one the days in my life that I
Gotta decide
Which way to go
And I finally made up my mind that I
I won’t follow
Ima pave the road
Had to swallow this pain and this pride and I
Ain’t tryina hear bout who I’m not and I gotta be
I’ll be this way until the day that I die and I
Ima find out who’s inside of me
Unseen between the screams of teens
Whose genes are fiends for machines with screens
That beam their dreams in streams of schemes
Til they forget what really matters
With fictions that can pass as fact
Depictions dashed with masks intact
Disasters clash with what laughs distract
And we forget what really matters
But you gotta
Be yourself ....
This is one the days in my life that I
Gotta decide
Which way to go
And I finally made up my mind that I
I won’t follow
Ima pave the road
Had to swallow this pain and this pride and I
Ain’t tryina hear bout who I’m not and I gotta be
I’ll be this way until the day that I die and I
Ima find out who’s inside of these
Eyes that cry as kind lips lie
My mind in wine
The sky drips dry
I find my life but time slips by
And i forget what really matters
Thinking strangers ain’t the same as me
These brains is blank with vacancy
They’ve been made
Slaves to fame, it’s plain to see
That we forget what really matters
'cause you gotta
Be yourself
Can't wait to meet me
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6. |
Kryptonite
03:25
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She said meet me at my crib tonight...
Then she hit me with some kryptonite
...
Can barely stand it
I be getting hit in waves
The straight be slanted
I can see you in a page
On my Daily Planet
I ain’t plan to feel this way
You make me panic
I won’t ever be the same
I won’t ever be the same
I won’t ever be the same
Feeling weakness
And it makes me want to think that I don’t really need this
Where’d you get that kryptonite?
That kryptonite...
Hey baby where where’d you get that kryptonite ?
Playing Lois Lane
Like you never go home with strangers
Yeah I know this game and you gon think you’re slick tonight
But baby I’m a different type
You just need to listen right
I don’t want to need this in my life
So baby where’d you get that Kryptonite?..
The Kryptonite
I slipped
And I fell victim to some Kryptonite
Can barely stand it
I be gettin hit in waves
The straight be slanted
I can see you in a page
On my Daily Planet
I ain’t plan to feel this way
You make me panic
I won’t ever be the same
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7. |
Nightlife
01:23
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I remember what my life like
In pajamas and a nightlight
Frantic in a fright
When these phantoms wanna fight
Like a cannibal I bite mic’s
And you panic at the sight, right?
Misunderstanding that I’m mental
‘Cause the friends that I ran to
Was a pen and a pencil, shit
I’d be damned if a man knew
Who I am, what I’ve been through
So don’t tell me what I can’t do
Get frigid and I’m fidgeting
As I’ve been envisioning a little Vin
Stick thin in his brittle skin
Having trouble fitting in
The middle of a picture much bigger then
But friends would consider him
And the thumbs that he’s twiddling
Getting numb from the Ritalin
No one wonders what did him in but with a pen he’s scribbling
Getting rid of all the shit he’ll never give again
Dividends that it didn’t pay
Is evidence that he’s been astray
On the fence, feeling in the way
In a trance, he’ll just sit and sway
Did you know what he wouldn’t show?
Now tell me, did you hear what he didn’t say?
That he lives with pain, wish it didn’t stay
Like a stain, and he’s praying for a different day
Hey
I remember what my life like
In pajamas and a nightlight
Frantic in a fright
When these phantoms wanna fight
Like a cannibal I bite mic’s
And you panic at the sight, right?
Misunderstanding that I’m mental
‘Cause the friends that I ran to
Was a pen and a pencil, shit
I’d be damned if a man knew
Who I am, what I’ve been through
So don’t tell me what I can’t do
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8. |
White Flag
04:23
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I found my mourning mortifying
More people important dying
They say revenge is sweet
And I’m teetering on the borderline
Of ripping beats to pieces, indecent when I record a rhyme
Til I learned from Jesus what peace is, and it was purifying
See?
‘Cause I was looking for a warning sign
I’d most def say I’m sorta blind
I swore life had a poor design:
‘Just worry ‘bout the money, ignore that we can’t afford the time’
But this Lord of mine I’m glorifying
Can calm the storm, make water- wine
Born to shine
He died to save
Gotta say this guy was brave
Said He’d raise, and in three days nobody’s found inside His grave
God has gave His Son away to change the way that I behave
But still He calls me friend when I try to tell Him I’m sin enslaved
Hey
How is He so gracious?
Made this in seven days and it ain’t as week as my faith is
Diving deep in His pages
I’m daily seeking the Faceless
Became apart of His body by sheer belief in His greatness
So I’m waving this White Flag
God I’m giving my life back...
But don’t look at me now
There’s shame in my face
I think with my heart
My brain is a waste
And you’d be disgusted by just a touch of this anger I taste
Suffocate to the song,
while I strangle the bass
Stuck in this jumbled jungle, I juggle,
Entangled in snakes
Swear I’m not of this world
So strange to this place
Sermon confirming has made a permanent
Change in my pace
But I’m still learning to heal
Feel the pain get erased
‘Cause the angels I chase
are moving, eluding my grasp
And I’m tryin’a keep up
But I’m losing them fast
And these demons be screaming scenes that I’ve viewed in the past
Knew their conclusion was true:
That I’m only human at last
Desperate need of a Savior
Can’t believe my behavior
But I know we can change it
Time to see what I’m made of
And this anguish I came with
I can’t leave it for later
So please feed me forgiveness
Oh, how sweet is the flavor
God I’m waving a White Flag
‘Cause I’m giving my life back
I surrender Lord
I’m forever Yours
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9. |
Lobotomē
03:20
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Lil’ pep in my step and my pen a weapon
Lil’ pep in my step and my pen a weapon now
Lil’ pep in my step and my pen a weapon
Check it out..
Say hi to this side of me
Inside my lobotomy
Rhyme out-of-bodily
Finally these are outta me
Right where I gotta be
Mom are you proud of me?
Prodigal prodigy
Talkin ‘bout it melodically
Whatchu call me?
Save your sorry apologies
I blot ‘em anonymous
Jot like a columnist
Not who you thought I was
Looking well, but what I fell in was bottomless
and mom was pissed I’m not on the honors list
I’ll show you the art to this
I got bars, shit, I can rhyme hippopotamus
I’m the darkest and a star to astronomers
There’s a fraud on your monitors
A friend and an enemy
Remember, the person you know is already dead to me
.......
I sit back watch my enemies fade
Pray for their envy and hate
Try to be friendly and wave
I say thanks for the memories made
Pour out some Hennessy on my former identity’s grave
My wordplay feels like ‘70’s suede
Shades of a heavenly aide
Somebody lemme get paid
Had to be adamant
Hey Dad I ain’t bad at this
First time I’ve felt adequate
I been lacking my catalyst
Don’t ask what the matter is
I’m in the confessional
Cuz I gotta question you
Just tell me yes or no
Would you believe
if I said the best ain’t professional
Talking bout definition
They think the point is a decimal
Gimme a minute
I’ll throw a fit, and put infinity in it
Spit a city to the vicinity limit you cynic
How do them numbers sound?
On a track, I’ll never give you the runaround
Maybe when I smarten up, I can dumb it down
Cuz mental telepathy
Has kept me in jeopardy
I felt like a leper and they should section me separately
Then I get on the record
And I’m dead in a second
Got the Lord as my Shepherd He
put a pep in my step and my pen a weapon now
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10. |
Passenger
03:53
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Thought I knew it all
Thought I saw the truth
Had been through it all
Had a haunted youth
Foundation shaken
Under my mama’s roof
Found faith in God
But still wanted proof
I was on the loose
Refused a helping hand
And a helpless boy
Becomes a selfish man
Had to understand
That I can repel His plan
Asked if anybody in Heaven Knew
Who the Hell I am
Please let me know
And God help me grow
To live happily
Please let me go
I spit rapidly
So please let me flow
Stop trapping me, we
Travel with no maps on these
Roads
And I’m told
There’s no control
Home’s slowly gon’ take its toll
On this hole
In my soul
And I won’t know
Who I am
Until I
Come to my end
But I don’t know
Who I’ve been
Till I vent
Though my pen
And then I can remember
You can see me, hear me
Feel me, ‘cause You’re near me
I’m severely
Wary of where
You’re gonna spare me
So I share these
Theories I carry
So sincerely
‘Cause I’m barely
Breathing
Grieving and proceeding
Can You hear me screaming?
I’m weeping for a reason
I’ve been nearly needing
Treatment for believing
That it’s scary being
Me if I ain’t leaving
So I’m fleeing, straying
Speeding, I ain’t staying
I won’t keep delaying
I’ll leap before I’m laying
Won’t You keep it playing?
You’ll see just what I’m saying
I won’t keep the pain in
I’m preaching what I’m praying
Now
After all the bad that I do
Even all the shit I’ve been through
I swear that I’ll forget what I knew
For what’s true
You
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Vision for the blind.
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